this my first writing on the blog in my gloomy day, actually I've tried it since a long time ago, but i was not sure about what i have written. even now i am trying to convince myself that i have to leave every scientific thing.... my tear really explode because of artificial chemical liquid which is able to translate my sense of worry day, muttering myself disappoint to my weakness when i am scary to many eyes and i didn't really know the exact words to be acceptable reason..... even i do not have great balance in using the words... i am confused